halo...
today is quite alright lah.
but in da morning got ss test.
den slack all da way until sch ends lah..
english lesson suck man..hate dat mr. foo..
so disgusting..haiz..
miss my old days in band 3.
den during contact time ms ho tell us bout numerology..
quite interesting leh..in chinese is called 'ba zi'.
n after sch da bio lesson was cancelled..so i went home mif rice n ting straight away.
miss going home early.
i was so happy when sch ends n gone crazy wif may..
we always slack n play together in class lah..haha.

den jus now ting called me bout da votes thing.
n now i felt very pissed off lah.
im very sick of da fanclub.
sick of da word vote.
sick of meetings.
whats wrong with dem?!!
give dem money to vote also cannot.
scared we run away izzit.
scared we migrate without returning da money izzit.
SICK.
i cant stand it le lah.
it never fails to spoil my mood mans.
haiz.
den sat da meeting oso dunno can notx.
dey say go ctss after esplanade lor.
but got da mass signing thing.
everything is jus so wrong for me.
it all starts from wei jian.
why mus i lyk him.
if i dun lyk him i wun join da fanclub.
if i dun join da fanclub i would not have so many probs.
if if if if if if if....so many ifs.
haiz.

okay im jus venting my fustrations.
dun worry i will not break down.
im not lyk somebody.
dunno how to control feelings.
im sensible enough to noe.
sorry ppl i crap a lot.

but still mus rmb to watch tonight's jue dui superstar.
channel u 8.30pm.
n vote for M4 derrick hoh wei jian.
19001121004 or sms 4 to 78277.


-feeling sick n tired of everything.