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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there I'm currently eighteen and is born on 20sept,yes now you know.The most recent school I've been to - SRJC/2S07'08. I love to laugh sleep & eat, yes like a pig. Slacking singing & shopping are stuffs that I'm into as well. My most precious - family & friends. I want to get into local uni & get that pair of cool shoes. Of course i dun mind more clothes, bags and many more! |
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This blog was opened by lin hui to accomodate her mindless musings and daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! tagboard
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alright today is fine. and i feel quite relaxed and happy too. cos tmr go sch and do nothing. thurs dun need to go sch and can go for finals see superstars! really happy man. *oopps.i nearly typed it out!* later got superstar on channel u oso. dunno whether will hui gu wei jian a not. maybe is only kelly and weilian. i dun wan! i want wei jian and junyang! i suddenly feel that junyang hair look lyk woodstock hair. haha. so cute. but still wei jian the best! but i really like the song jy sing de yi wang guo qu. haha. just now listen until like mad. liao jie rocks too!=) think that is all for today. cyaz ppl!=) Superstars at IMM
hello!now im in high spirits! today is such a great day! woke up in the morning ard 7.45am. cos going to IMM to see the superstars! then actually is me and ting take bus ourselves one. but her dad oso going to jurong. so he came to my house to fetch me too. haha. the journey a bit scary lah. cos first time sit her father's car. anyway ting,help me thank your dad again!=) and when we reached IMM, we both so kuku lor. cos there are quite a no. of ppl already. so we dun dare to go join them. haha. then we hid behing a stupid green wall for like half an hour. stupid right. but at last we picked up the courage to walk nearer to the stage. we saw the purple ones. but still dun dare to approach. then suddenly one of them stood up to go toilet. so the pro me decided to pull ting oso to the toilet. then she saw us and tell us to join them cos they ton over night and got save space for us. haha. so we went to join them. see i so smart right. if didn't go toilet then i bet we wun be so in front le.=) but once we sit down. our behind got some fucking idiots man. this is the first time i scolded bad word in my clean blog. cos im so angry with them. go and die man fuckers. suck lor i hate them. they keep insulting our fc ppl. still not enough. keep insulting wei jian. suckers man. they just keep saying and saying lor. then got one time our fc ppl and they quarrel lor. then all the bad words come out from their mouths. haha. somemore they support junyang lor. wat an insult to junyang. have this kind of fans. poor jy man. i hope tmr the 2 girls wake up. will find out that their mouths become rotten. rot until all the ants crawl all over. houseflies hovering above. they pain until they cry. and they go hospital to treat. waste tons of money. then in the end they die because they choke on fishball man. u think im so bad. but they are even worse. if u are there u would surely be very very angry one. wei jian and us didn't even do anything to them lor. then they not happy we sace space for other fc ppl. so they just keep scolding lor. forget about those fuckers. today the superstars didn't come too late lah. haha. then they come out group by group. wei jian.junyang.wei choong.jason.silver.candyce.ruth.xinhui came out together. wei jian was so cute!!=) then we just keep screaming and screaming. ppl behind keep pushing and pushing. made us so cramp and perspire like mad man. then the guys got help wei lian da qi. they said: "wei lian,wei lian,jia you!jia you!jia you! ni shi wo men de jue dui *superstar*!" then they lift up their legs like last time. haha. so cute right. especially wei jian!=) he was the cutest! followed by junyang. then after we listened kelly sang yi shi de mei hao. and wei lian sing tong hua. me and ting decided not to stay anymore. cos they are going to sign their cds before the 24 come out and sing. so we went down to eat long john silver. after eating we decided to go up and see if they are done with signing. but i feel like going toilet. but all the toilets so many ppl. so i forgo them. here comes the exciting and happy part. when we at the place they signing, we checked the toilet. it still has a lot of ppl. so we didn't go again. we walked out and towards the stage. then suddenly i saw jia xin. ting saw macy first cos she was tall. they were walking towards the staircase next to us lor. and practically very little ppl were ard there. we were the one who saw them first. we were so shocked that we stoned there. and grabbed each others' hands. haha. then they walked. jiaxin.macy.ruth.xinhui. cant really rmb who were there cos haven recover from the shock. then i was just telling ting that why izzit not the guys. and when i turned my head back. here they come! with jason in front. okay i mean behind the security guard. then we were so excited. jason.junyang.leon.weichoong.sebas. this is the line. ohmygod. we were so damn happy. although dun have wei jian. a bit sad lah. but they literally walked past us. junyang looked so cute too!=) haha. but wei jian not there. otherwise he will be the cutest. then they all walk there because they wanna go toilet. so i keep telling ting that all because wei jian didn't want to go toilet. thats why we cant see him. haha. i was blaming him why didn't go toilet. im mad. haha.=) then they walked out again after going toilet. so the 24 went on stage again to sing music rang wo gen jing cai. haha. we are so accurate lor. after eating straight away go up and see them so up close. and wow. me and ting selected to go for grand finals. hope there are enough tix. then we can go crazy there. thats why i say today is our lucky day! i love today!=) =)=)=). today got nothing special. its a sat so i stayed at home. actually got fc meeting. but i couldn't turn up. a bit sad lah. but it was too early. tmr the superstar contestants will be at imm. hope that i can go. haha. then today i didn't do much oso. so dun really have anything much to say. my sis went for d&d just now. so i will be alone with my parents at home. haha. should not be any problem lah. im just crapping here.=) hello. today i pon higher chinese lah. dun feel like going. actually wanted to go mediacorp. got the cenosis beauty contest thing. then weijian oso appearing. but mummy dun allow. haiz. but is because i went yesterday oso lah. haha. yesterday was great![except the part where me n ting got lost] wei jian was so cute!!!=) he sang liao jie. its so nice man! his audition song. then whenever they say jue dui superstar. they will lift up their legs. then so cute lor. haha. especially wei jian!! n when its junyang's turn. wei jian went forward to give him the candyce fc shirt. then wei jian was so cute! haha. he say thats the thing junyang wants. that makes junyang so embarrassing. haha. then when go into commercial break. junyang want to act act hit wei jian. then wei jian oso act act to dodge. that was so damn cute oso lor. then the whole thing ends at 9.30pm. so we went home. haha. then today no teachers menopause at us. good right. damien was good. bok didn't lecture us. n ms wang didn't get angry cos we were angry. but after assembly. rice n xin they all say nathan the hand dropped out! so disgusting! imagine that. but after that ting told us is only dislocated lah. haha. had been online for a while. actually today dun feel like updating. cos i just wanna tag all my good frens board. but in the end.well. here i come. now feel very fan arh. dunno what am i fan-ing about. the feeling is just there lor. dunno whether izzit concerning the grand finals. or izzit bio. just now bio ended very early. cos miss fong gave us homework to do at home. haiz. those qns that i hate lots. dun even know what is the qns talking about. how to get started? and she talked about the profiency exam. made me so scared. i dunno what i should do now. im not tired.not in a mood to study. just feel like sitting on the sofa and daydream into blank space. at the same time to think about my life. im just like walking aimlessly on my lifepath. dunno where am i gonna end or where i wanna end. what do i really want in my life? i dunno. but i know that i have to know. i have to choose the right track for myself. i just suddenly feel so depressed. everything is so unpredicted. you just dunno whats gonna happen to you next. today was okay lah. had social studies test in the morning. dunno if i can get good marks. but i was rushing lyk mad for my conclusion lor. hope it didn't turn out too bad. that stupid gunawan spoilt all my mood! *humph!* he suddenly get so angry in the middle of the lesson lor. he began going around scolding ppl. n he tore meiyi n shuhan's ex. book lor. just because they didn't do homework. what kind of teacher is this lor. he throw all our anti-drug pins in the dustbin oso. stupid lah. always when he angry then will lyk that. throw this throw that n anyhow find some ppl to scream at. those kana chosen by him so poor thing man. then just came back from higher chinese. tianzhe they all drama lah. felicia oso gone mad already. she told me more lah. it was so complicated. haha. talked to her n try to help both of them. hope things will turn out well for them.=) today was a great day! woke up earlier for tuition this morning. then ltr went out to meet ting at amk mrt st. n of cos xin,may n the fanclub at kallang mrt st. haha. we reached there just in time before they procceed to indoor stadium. den we walked n walked. walked n walked. haha. was so tired but quite fun actually. its just very tired lah. den we went there to write messages to wei jian. decorate,draw n do stuffs lah. haha.we all dun dare to draw straight at first. except the may lah. she power man. the first one to do finish. left we all three struggling dunno wat to do. den after i draw the word-weijian den dunno wat to write le. but at last we all did produce nice works lah. everyone's were nice n creative!=) n i was so kind to clear the rubbish for all of them. haha.really feel lyk a servant lor. still got some members took my kindness for granted. den i was complaining. haha.den xin n may asked me to relax. n ting helped me throw the cans cos the whole bag was too big. forgot to add on. we all saw jia hong's car. damn nice lor. so shocked that he can afford such nice car. but he still doesn't look lyk a 20year old+ haha. but i wanna say something to ting lah hor. didn't mean to hit u so hard on your head lah. so sorry. is yi shi cannot control my strength. n i gotten my sneakers! yayy! finally.haha. so shocked when my mother say she will bring me go buy. n i feel happy. i love my mama n papa!=) isn't today a great day? as long as i stay cheerful. everything will goes back on track. i love today!=) DjEiRaInC rocks!! Wei Jian rocks!! Mama Papa rocks!! Today rocks!! Im going mad!! x)) today sch was okay. but when reach gb i sian already lah. i jus dun lyk gb lor. just wish that i could get out of it. haiz. then in the middle of gb n recreation was fine. but badgework was so sick. everytime cum look for me. I HATE BADGEWORK! n somebody had made me damn sick. now she has become somebody. she dun care bout me already lor. now i noe how ros feels. she told me to go look for her when i going home. n she wants to go home with me. but when i go look for her at the somebody's corner. she asks me to go home first lor. whats this. damn it. i just dun lyk this kind of attitude. it sucks man. n yixin very sad again. sometimes i just feels so helpless. dunno what to say. dunno how to help her. all i can do is to tell her to relax n cool down. give her tissue. haiz. sorry yixin i always couldn't do much. n yesterday's superstar results was so suck too lor. weilian got into the finals instead of junyang. what is the world coming to??!! weilian is BLIND! a blind person as a superstar? somemore i dun feel that his vocals are that great. junyang is so much better than him. dunno what singaporeans are thinking. poor junyang. he cried lor. so disappointed n sad. then for the girls kelly went in. at first i love kelly lah. but xin hui was so good. i began to lyk her since her "xin tong" performance. its so nice! and yesterday she performed very well oso. got higher marks than kelly. but sadly she still went out. because ppl didn't want a singapore superstar to be a malaysian. so wasted. xin hui is such a good singer. n if she dun set her hair. she looks so pretty. not the 42inch plasma anymore.=) xin hui is my superstar for the girls!=) jia you xin hui! tmr going for fanclub meeting. dunno can i still go see superstars on sunday. depends on my mother n my tuition teacher lor. hope can lah. everything is going wrong in the world. firstly the project superstars are all the wrong ones. then i m beginning to lose my good fren. or shld i say i already LOST my good fren. hope things could turn out better each day! i will look on the bright side! cos im a cheerful gal!=) sch today was boring. play badminton until my right hand is a bit weak now. haha.too long didn't exercise le. tmr if it didn't rain will play again bahx. now listening to hen xiang ni. thought of the results show again. cried again. haiz. i miss wei jian. today cannot see him on tv. im feeling so sad now. not going to watch superstar later. oso got no wei jian. den wan ting say mus support junyang. cos junyang mus win wei lian to bao chou for wei jian. but no. i dun support junyang or wei lian. i dun like bananas neither do i like chairman. i only like n support wei jian. really miss him lots. how i hope can see him perform tonite. but nope.nothing. i think gotta wait for next week. where dey say all eliminated ones come back. i dun like the word-eliminated. it sounds so bad lor. esp. if they connect it with wei jian. suck lah. haiz. will jus daydream n do nothing at nite. dun have the mood lah. + ke ai xiao wang zi wo yong yuan ai ni + oh well. today was nothing special. but got lots of moodswings lah. haiz. suddenly hate my class n stuffs. not feeling very happy. den after sch bio oso suck. hate miss fong's way of teaching lor. keep giving us notes. or jus read all the notes to us. if not she will tell us to do tys tys. everytime oso tys. always ask us to finish the tys. crazy person. i didn't do much lor. i m lyk got tons of things to do lately. now that wei jian is not appearing on tv every wed anymore. dun even feel lyk watching. miss wei jian lots lah. then now trying to focus more on studies lor. but very hard lah. last time i let go of it. now want to catch it back oso very difficult. haiz.haiz.haiz. hiyah. decided on this blogskin. not very fanciful. jus simple n nice. dats what i like =). today was alright lah. nothing special happened. had my higher chinese test. was quite okay. tmr got e maths test. ltr must go n study. if not fail again. haiz. go amk sec den got free de friday weekly. featured the superstars. so i took it back home. haha. who ask they anyhow throw. they dun wan i take lor. wei jian rox. alright gtg. see you. yeah yeah. finally able to do this thing again. had so many problems changing my blogskin. now should be okay bahx. how do you guys feel bout tis blogskin? alright? hope so bahx. but i can oso change again. shouldn't be too much of a problem now. jus now watched the repeat of the results show. moodswing again lah. saw how wei jian went out. feel so xing tong. cried again. haiz. dun have much time now. will do the links and stuffs other days kay. -blog under construction- still recovering from wei jian's elimination.. today morning went for the fanclub meeting. we didn't do much actually. just sit around n kero tells us his plan for the fanclub. we will be making a scrapbook n a video clip of us singing bdae song for him. haha. later ppl tone deaf of zao sia. surely very crap de. so hope i can still go for the next meeting. den kero says when wei jian comes out from ns he will be going in le. n he says we got to get another president. suddenly feel so sad. dun wan lah. although he always fa pi qi. but he is still a great president. he say want to ask dat girl. the one dat we dun lyk. oh my god. we will quit the fanclub if she becomes the president man. kero rock!=) n they say wei jian was actually one of the 50 asia's idol. so surprising. but he was later kicked out by some korean ppl lah. so we must vote more for him. to prove to the others. but this is must cut from newspapers. n send it by post. hope one person can send lots. cos i want wei jian to be one of them. so that he can be on newspaper. haha. wei jian will be leaving for ns at 9sept. hope we can go n send him off. good luck wei jian. today im not feeling good at all. even though its friday. wei jian went out of superstar last nite. this is so freaking stupid. wei lian simply suck. n he can go in. at first im thinking of scolding wei lian. but wei jian wun want his fans to fight or scold him. so im not gonna do dat. i m like crying lots yesterday nite. cant stand it. at first i told myself to be strong. he will make a comeback. but after hearing his speech dat says bout how his family care for him. n that from young he didn't do anything to make his parents proud. he hope that his parents will feel proud of him this time. i cried. haiz. this is the second time. every wei jian fan muz be feeling damn sad too. he sang hen xiang ni at last. my sis knew i was crying no matter how hard i tried to hide. n she consoled me. i cried even more. she said wei jian is still young. n he needs some ups n downs for him to grow up. after going ns he can still come back. so i asked"what if his fans forgot all bout him?" n she asked will i forget bout him. of couse not. den why should the other fans forget? perhaps after 2 years of ns. his singing is even better. he looks even nicer. that would make even more ppl believe that he is the superstar. even if he continued to stay on this time. he will still be living under jun yang's shadow all the time. why not let wei lian be the one suffering. as long as you believe wei jian is good. he will still be good even after he left the competition. all these are what my sis said to me last nite. i love you sis. thanks for consoling me. even though sometimes so annoying. you are great. tmr got fanclub meeting. just told my mother bout it. she dun really allow. but i told her no matter what. i will be going. thats for sure. wei jian you must be strong. dun give up. you got what it takes to be a superstar. come back after 2 years to prove those who disliked you wrong. give us an even better wei jian. all of us fans will be waiting for you. we will be waiting for you to appear on tv again. to perform for us again. jia you wei jian. all the best in whatever you do. will miss you lots lots. lots. + wei jian,the superstar in my heart forever......+ hiyah.. here to update my blog.. so long didn't update rite.. i got lots n lots of things to say!! first thing still.. jessica from wei jian fc called me on sunday n say dat im chosen to go for da recording.. yayy!! i was so happy! once da phone ring i jumped up from my seat n grab it.. haha..my sister thought i was mad.. n she guessed it was a call from dem.. da fc oso got call ting.xin.may.. so we all went for monday's recording!! mon is da celebration of national day. so we were dismissed at 10.30am.. first time i kuai kuai cum home.. cos will be going mediacorp at 4plus.. i am so excited..bout da fanclub tee.. its purple n its quite cute!! wif wei jian's cartoon on da front n fc name at da back.. so we took it from kero n jia hong..n went toilet to change.. n for later da show.. wei jian will be singing kuan huai fang shi n ni shi wo zui shen ai de nu ren... both oso very nice.. but da judges gave him da lowest-35.5.. so sad lor..i feel so disappointed... so scared he will go out.. n da world is changing man..wei lian got higher than junyang! suck lor. for my ranking..1st:wei jian..2nd:junyang..last:wei lian.. okays..so dat means we gotta vote more tis time.. xin is crazy..she say she wanna vote 200 times for wei jian... she sacrificed so much for wei jian lah... to xin: zhen shi xin ku ni le!! hope other wei jian's fans will vote more for him... yesterday we went marina south for da mass signing thing... n oso for wei jian as da superstars will be going too.. yayy!so happy again!! can see wei jian again!! we reach dere at ard 2pm.. da place is still as dirty n smelly...haiz.. but got no choice lah.. da sun was so damn hot all da while lor.. now i got sunburn on my neck..flu n cough..sore throat.. wat is this..but actually sore throat is caused by da screaming for wei jian lah.. haha.. den we had kfc for dinner..dey provide de.. n ard 3plus..we saw da fc coming in le... so we go look for dem.. n we talked to chantrice.. told her dat we will be joining dem after our mass signing.. so we went to change at ard 7+pm.. it was so wierd lor..but fun too..=) den when we join dem xin forgot to take her ticket.. so she went back.. but in the end oso dun need ticket.. everybody just chiong lor.. but dey got close da barrier lah.. n dey didn't want to let us go in lor.. so angry! but stand dere oso quite near lah.. den da superstars came n sang 4 songs.. music rang wo gen jing cai..cest si bon..lao shu ai da mi..yi qi zou dao.. so nice!! wei jian so cute!! den we jus keep screaming n screaming... haha.. after dat we went home lor... den jus now went to see kero's blog.. actually he lyk so poor thing lor.. haiz.. its actually very difficult to be da president of a fanclub.. he got so much pressure.. but sometime he oso will anyhow fa pi qi.. but maybe its because he cant take it anymore.. well i dunno lah... kays..got to go n study bio le... stupid lor..tmr got bio test... got a lot more to study!! dunno how i take test tmr......... tune in to channel u at 8.30pm sharp to catch wei jian!! vote for him.. call 1900 112 1003 or sms 3 to 78277 tonight between 8.30pm-11pm!! support wei jian lots!!- hiyah. told u the fc is so sick. in the morning may called me. she said today at esplanade got fc meeting. AGAIN. how many times do they want to meet? n they complain that lesser ppl turn up for the meeting. but why dun they think themselves. why izzit that members cant go for all meetings? its because they have too many meetings all the time. this week they held 3 consecutive meetings. thurs.fri.today. most of the parents wun allow their children to go out so often. then wat do we do? is not we didn't want to attend all meetings. its just that we cant. today me.ting.n xin cant go. only may can. so she said she can help us pay first. thx may!! den just now went the superstar website. saw jason's "nice" leaving speech. i am so angry lor. who did he think he was to insult wei jian lyk dat. even if its true. i wouldn't want to accept it. but i DUN BELIEVE it. n jason is so childish. he is just trying to lessen wei jian's fans. so that his dearest wei lian could get in. wei lian suck man. ppl who say wei jian singing very awful. i think they forgot to dig their ears. wei lian is even much more worser than wei jian lor. even jason is worse than wei jian. we all can see from the marks the judges give him. jason can hit 30marks for the last performance is because of fang zhong hua lor. stupid. he is so bias. den he also always give wei jian so little marks when the rest give him a lot. as a judge he is not impartial himself. he suck lah. ppl may say that he as a judge deserve some respect. im telling you now. he does not deserve my respect. not even a little. n go look at jason's ranking of the top 3. he just want to say back wei jian. because all wei jian's fans n wei choong's fans are saying him. wat a jinx. poor wei choong. got kicked out by such a freak. hope that wat jason says are fake. n wei jian's fans will continue to support him. so sorry ppl. im venting my anger again. okay all of these i wrote are rubbish kay. jus read n forget yah. cyaz. JIA YOU WEI JIAN. arloz. today cos got my piano exam so didn't go to sch. haha. so shuang lor. but da exam was so scary!! da examiner is a sir. den i think my aural sure fail lyk mad lor. jus hope i will pass in total. im da second candidate. so its still quite quiet. only got a few ppl dere. grade 8 lor. i mus pass!! den yesterday went fc meeting wif yenting n yongxin. shhhh. my mother or even sis dunno. when i reached home dey were already home. but i lied again. ever since i lyk wei jian. ever since i joined da fc. i have been lying lyk nobody's business lor. haiz. i noe its wrong. but i cant help it lah. den yesterday we keep saying dat kero sometimes gd sometimes not good. very scary. n we helped to make wei jian banners. still have to pay club fund n pay for da fc shirt lor. so expensive. all of us were lyk. die. bankrupt liao. haiz. i really got no money now lor. but got no choice. so we jus treated buying da shirt for souvenier lor. yesterday for da results show. WEI JIAN IS DA FIRST TO GET IN!! yayy! i was so damn happy last nite. first time i watch results show until so relax. cos he was already safe beforehand. haha. guess he didn't expect it. he seems shocked though. think everyone was thinking dat junyang will be da first to get in. followed by da rest. den jason got out last nite too. although i dun so lyk him. i would prefer wei lian to be out first. cos dat nite wei lian's performance is quite bad actually. den for da girls. kelly was da first to get in!! i was oso very happy. but candyce got out. quite sad lor. her singing is quite good. esp. her voice. haiz. i noe lots of ppl out dere support silver. but i still hope candyce could get in instead. n even worse. she broke up with her boyfriend because of the competition. so not worth it. no wonder she cried so badly yesterday. nvm,candyce. u did great! today write so much. haha. jus to say it once more. WEI JIAN N KELLY ROX!! lurve dem lots!! mus support dem!!! =) |