well had choir this morning. so came home ard afternoon and slacked till now.

didn't blog lately cos like nothing to blog about. everyday stayed at home to use com, watch shows, eat and sleep. seem like a pig huh. no a pig doesn't use com and watch shows. so im better. huhuh; not funny.

ok im not in a good mood today. not even yesterday. i started emo-ing from yesterday afternoon for no reason. i thought after bathing will feel better but it gets worst. i was really like stoning for e whole night without a single neutral or happy thought flowing through my mind. it was either totally blank or filled w stuffs which made me even more emo than ever.

sis tried to cheer me up i know, but i cant help feeling bad still. i dunno why; but i think i know actually. i tend to feel depressed these few days and i can't help it.

watching bbt can help! but only for the time. when im alone or watching normal shows, i start to think. think about a lot of things. many many things. why are there so many things for me to think? i wonder why. and see im thinking now again. AHHH.

i emo-ed again.

hello! its been quite some time since i've updated! actually i dunno what im busy w. HAHA.
i think its probably cos i have many tv shows to watch all e way until 9pluspm and so after that i need to do tut so didn't use com. hmm yea should be. LOL.

so i shall update on recent highlights! went out w wt on tues! :) was super fun! haha. we bought lots of things and i didn't know i could have shopped and bought so many things at one go when im w frens! haha.

i bought a sling bag(finally!), stickers, earrings and some keychains(turn out kind). wt bought shirt and not bag, e rest same as me plus bangle and some rubber bands for her fren. :) we spent some time on me deciding whether to buy e bag! haha its quite ex to me and wt but its has its gd pts too, so i got it in e end. plus i found out that wt can be a promoter during recession period next time, since principal said we will get hit by e recession period. HAHA. she's really good at telling a good pdt from a bad one, and talks like a promoter! :)

and i almost wanted to buy a pair of shoes if wt hadn't stopped me! of course not forgetting my STITCH BAO BAO! :) i'll get my stitch bao bao sooner or later man! hahaha.

so we walked and walked around orchard. e weather was not very warm, instead it was cooling and it rained! haha. so when it started drizzling we just went into any shopping centre nearby. when it stopped we set off again. so it just cont to rain and stop, rain and stop. HAHA.

i love shopping w weiting! i shall start saving like mad and next time we shall go out again! :)

aiyo im in such a good mood now that my typing also gone haywire! :) why am i in a good mood? ITS STAY HOME + GO OUT DAYS! :)) (i shall keep myself happy by not including studying..tsk tsk) HAHA. today is officially e last day of lessons and sch!

kay keeping my good mood and making myself even happier, im going to brush teeth and WATCH BBT! :)))))

CYA!

and wt! i cant see ur tagboard leh so cant tag u. anyway i will try to be happy still! cos even if im sad or what also doesn't help the situation. so yup i will still be ME! :) but must give me some more time. perhaps a year......I HOPE NOT. ><

am supposed to be doing my chem tutorial now but im so lazy to start work.

today afternoon went to NTU for the bio olympiad. firstly it was so terrible cos im the only girl there and w other guys from the bio cohort. so it was quite awkard at first and i have nobody to talk to. and upon reaching NTU we saw many students from other jcs and that was worst! haha. cos they were all mugging like mad! and we all took it so lightly. just as they said, "ppl come to wei xiao zheng guang but we come to make our sgc look nicer only." HAHA. true la.

and crazily we were down for 200 mcqs! got parts A-D and each contains 50 mcqs! was super killer man! all the qns are so difficult and was super tedious cos so many to do even though they got give break in btw. so for the last 10 or 20 qns i shaded all of them B. LOL. cos i seriously cant understand what was the question asking for alr. a short qns i also cant read properly! haha.

so after that tagged along w the guys to go home cos i dunno how to. HAHA. then took damn long to reach home! my shoulder is aching from carrying my bag and standing on train for so long. by the time i reached home its alr 7plus

glad that my fever didn't come back again cos of this morning's rain. but my throat still hurts. hope tmr will be better!

there's chem tutorial tmr and the bio cloning talk from the clone dolly guy. haha.

went bugis w sis in the afternoon for shopping. it has been quite some time since i shopped. hmm nice actually but there were so many ppl and stupid me got ppl phobia. HAHA. sis dun believe me!

okays so came back for dinner and watched tv until now. yang zong wei was super funny! he kept asking for clues even at the last few sec! but his singing is really superb and i like it a lot :)

yesterday the most struggling thing will be to decided whether to go for choir or not, together w may. haha. in the end we decided to go so as not to waste attendance. so went to J8 w wt and may for lunch and walked around to kill time. ate pasta and felt that i wasted so much money. haha cos there are so many things that i want to buy at this stage! ok then we went to the department store which i dunno what its called and went to the kids department. took pics w those very kiddish bags! HAHA. we laugh like nobody's business! then one very weird guard came to say we cant take photos in there. we were like dots. fine then. we took alr anyway. HAHA. before that we went minitoons and had a good laugh at the zhao cai mao(even though i dun really know where is the xiao dian) HAHA! so after that wt went home and may and i went back to sch for choir. we dragged our feets and ourselves all the way there.

was super tired after lects in the morning and all the laughing in J8. haha. so i actually fell asleep during singing! gosh i've alr reached the ultimate stage i guess. but i want to apologise! cos i really didn't want to sleep but i cant take it.

i haven done much work so far actually. but im still happy now cos mon dun need to go sch! yayy man! haha. so what man, tues still have to go. LOL.

OP's FINALLY OVER! :)))))

im super duper happy! finally all the pw stuffs are coming to an end and everything will officially end on wed whereby we hand in our I&R and do up our GPF. :) wahaha. just felt like shouting...WO ZI YOU LE!! :D

actually a bit no link la but u all will also say that if u're in my shoes. haha.

anyway all our 3 groups, SR 081-SR083 did fine. first was wt's group on LEE SHI ZHEN-TCM and she was the first speaker of the day! haha can sense that she felt nervous at first cos the start of the whole thing is always like quite impromptu but after that ok le :) then followed by angeline's group on SRI GURUDEV-YOGA and then my group which is last of the day on CHINESE OPERA :) wahaha. i hate this word man! been stuck w it for months and im so glad that i dun have to mention it anymore from now on! HAHA.

my most dreaded Q&A was quite ok i think, except that maybe my elaborations gone a bit too far. LOL. i dunno what i was saying anyway, cos i was just throwing everything in HAHA.

after that went off earlier w wt, cheryl and angeline cos we coincidentally are grouped in the same class :) so wt and i went for dinner at kfc! haha we said alr after OP must go eat cos dun need to protect our voice anymore! haha. in the end our throats like quite pain HAHA! and we talked for like 4 whole hrs! haha so nice cos we talked about so many so many stuffs! :)

so after that we went home and i was watching tv just now so now then use com cos my sis was using. and yup im just happy that PW's OVER! O-V-E-R OVER OH OVER! :))

hees. may's pw is tmr, poor her! ALL THE BEST AND JIAYOU MAY! :D

today went back to sch to practise op again. actually only practised about 2 to 3 times. the rest of the time was watching the disney group. whoa they are really good but still they dun feel confident, i want to punch them alr! HAHA.

ok after that came home cos didn't want to go out w them to hougang mall or kovan, was feeling real lazy.

so came home and slack lo.

tonight got to practise op in front of the mirror and test my voice. cos they say when i get louder i sound very fierce. >< i'll try to be gentle k :)

anyway, i fierce meh? HAHA. i dun think so? LOL.
:)