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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there I'm currently eighteen and is born on 20sept,yes now you know.The most recent school I've been to - SRJC/2S07'08. I love to laugh sleep & eat, yes like a pig. Slacking singing & shopping are stuffs that I'm into as well. My most precious - family & friends. I want to get into local uni & get that pair of cool shoes. Of course i dun mind more clothes, bags and many more! |
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This blog was opened by lin hui to accomodate her mindless musings and daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! tagboard
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ohmygod. i am so ultimately, horribly, unimaginably, terribly moody today. hmm i dunno why but i just feel so lethargic and sick. many thoughts are flowing through my mind and i dunno which are the right ones. maybe i shouldn't think too much about some things cos nothing is there for me to think even in the first place. . well actually there's choir this morning but i didn't go cos im not taking part in the performance due to some reason. its difficult for me to explain, esp those who don't believe in these things. so dun ask me why anymore. so i tried to study but nothing seems to work smoothly. i told may yesterday not to be so tong ku but what about myself? im so weird and i get moodswings sometimes then they tend to get hold of my feelings and spoil my day. but in fact there is simply nothing to make me moodswing about. okay i shall not talk about those to make my post so 'heavy'. haha. there's css finals tonight! even though none of them is my fav, i'll just watch anyway cos the atmosphere will be exciting. hees. and i hope benjamin will win cos his voice is so nice :) sorry to may, yongxin and weiting! haha u all know i don't like shawn even from the start of the competition. well even if he wins, then win lor. HAHA. i dunno what to say about him leh. alright so thats all ba. lets await the competition tonight :) . i hate orange tees especially bright ones, cos they force my mind. yesterday was the thanksgiving concert and it was superb! i think SRJC teachers ROCKS! they spend time and put in a lot of effort in staging that fabulous peformance for us. it was really really nice and i felt so touched by them. in the midst of the concert i was telling wt, cheryl and ange that if i didn't come to SR, then i wouldn't have met such good teachers and great friends like them! then i was thinking about how wonderful fate worked. how fate allows all of us from different background, different pri and sec schs, come together in a class called 1S09. this is like 1 out of 1000 chance. so i think everyone should appreciate the ppl around us cos its fate that brought us so near one another even though s'pore is a small country. i dunno why the concert gave me so much thoughts, but i just think this way. although there may be many unhappy moments in our lives, but behind those unhappy moments will be happiness waiting for us! and just one happy moment, will make us forget all the previous sad moments. so everyone of us is waiting for that happy moment everyday, and if u think hard, there is always at least one happy moment a day im sure. its just too tiny for ppl to realise it i guess cos i myself tend to overlook that too. EMO EMO EMO. im just so fated with that till i cant shake it off me. but its ok! i can make friends with EMO and like the feeling it gives me. :) then i'll learn how to feel happy when im "hanging out with" EMO. :) yesterday night after the concert was emo period for me. cos i was feeling sad that i cant catch a glimpse before i leave school for this considered long period of break. its all my ct's fault! and i rather my class not win the top class for the fund raising and not get the prize, so that we won't have to meet outside the pe room after the concert. ok im just finding a blame out of nothing. it was so weird la cos the friend is there but no sign of. thats why im feeling sad i think. cos if i didn't even see the friend, then i will not carry the hopes. and i will just stick to nothing. its okay. after that wt and i went for dinner with the 5 guys, tricia, haseenah and eugenia. then some problems with the money so in the end newman paid the balance which is 6 dollars and he feels so xin tong about it. wt and i sort of found out some things after our investigations cos we're observant and good at hui gu pian duan. but i dun think we intend to blurt it out. but im thinking that the rest of us should each fork out a bit to pay newman so that he would not have to lose so much money. reached home at about 11.30pm last night. bathed and was feeling rather tired. so i slept after replying may and sending wt msg. & im still feeling down today. the only thing i can feel happy for is that mum is cooking special and nice food tonight. perhaps i should take some chocolates ltr to make myself happy should i? if this is the case, maybe i will gain a few kgs cos there's today, fri, sat and sun for me to feel down and eat chocolates. . happy moments of yesterday: 1) HE popped out from far far away and wt and i had a good laugh. 2) performance was great 3) we solved the thinking qns that darryl gave 4) wt gave me a cute bottle with my name and STARS 5) alrick, aldin, darryl, wt and i walked, run and skipped one round around the track before going for dinner with the rest see? easily i could find 5 HAPPY MOMENTS :) thinking about them makes me feel a little better :) next time i shall put a section of happy moments for every post of mine to remind myself that im happy :) HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! & HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ADELINE! today srjc became srp(serangoon poly)! lol. so lame right. the guys suggested it so we go along with this lame joke. haha. cos today is wear-your-home-clothes-day and everyone turned up in colourful clothes and funky themes. i think the best is the pyjamas class! haha they looked so united and cute with everyone in the same pyjamas! and a j2 class whose theme is gothic. whoa really make-up and all. nice also :) hees so yup today is such a cool cool day with everyone looking at everyone else's clothes! haha. its like our concentration span is super low cos we all have the holidays mood already. there's no sch tmr so we are to report to sch at 5.45pm for the thanksgiving concert, but im reporting at 3 cos of cca. haha. and mentioning "cca" reminds me of bio stuffs again! about the tRNA or aminoacyl-tRNA complex. LOL. this is mad. anyway, didn't expect today to be so fun actually! and quite nice too! haha. . good good scenarios for wt and i :) esp hers! :) i still think she should name the fishes "accordingly"-you know what i meant yea! hees. so cute, so cool, everything seems to be alright. oh and im so dead. wahaha. i think im mad right now cos i dunno what im saying! haha ok i shall get going already! good night! :)) done my pw stuffs and watched my shows since afternoon. well seems like nothing much to update for this week. i just know that there are a lot of work to be done this week! especially gp! and i don't really feel like doing it though cos it seems like she is not serious about it. haha. thats what I think la. escapist yup. well the thing that is quite bothering my class is what to wear on tues! see la yongxin your class! haha. cos her class came up with fund raising idea and it is we can wear home clothes to sch on tues as long as we each class fork out $10. so to support, most of the classes did so. and we are now thinking what should our theme be. haha. so ma fun! haha. . 如果我爱上你的笑容 要怎么收藏要怎么拥有 如果你快乐不是为我 会不会放手其实才使拥有 . i dunno what happened. but i hope everything is fine. im sorry that i blamed for nothing. one wish - rest well and get well! . okay im off to eat my dinner! super hungry now. i realised i have been eating quite a lot these days. haha. very easily hungry. ok cya everyone! :)) |