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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there I'm currently eighteen and is born on 20sept,yes now you know.The most recent school I've been to - SRJC/2S07'08. I love to laugh sleep & eat, yes like a pig. Slacking singing & shopping are stuffs that I'm into as well. My most precious - family & friends. I want to get into local uni & get that pair of cool shoes. Of course i dun mind more clothes, bags and many more! |
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i'd seen feilunhai!
in the end mum doesn't allow me to go for the hua yang auto session at night ltr! so sad! ever since yesterday seen feilunhai in person, i think wuzun is super damn shuai! and i think i like him also, together with my YALUN! haha.they were all so shuai and nice yesterday la! and the no. of fans who went there are like tons and tons of them! until i think half of the portion did not get their signatures. quite poor thing though, but my friends we at 10 and other ppl did chiong then in the end we were quite behind but at least we got to see them up close and their signatures! i was like damn sian and tired from all the squeezing and pushing lor. everyone looked so shagged from all these. haha. but until we reached nearer we began to scream for them and feilunhai got look up so i became damn hyper again! oh and special mention to JOYCELIN! who kept trying to spur the enthusiasm in me! haha thanks! so we just shouted every members' names and they all got look up! gosh they are damn charming la, EVERYONE OF THEM. then yongxin kept on saying that she got mi dao by dadong! haha. but dadong's attitude towards the fans was the best of them all! then wuzun even said "xin ku ni le" to us la. so good right! and i said "yalun ni chang ge hen hao ting!" then he shake my hand more firmly and nodded his head in a gratitude manner, smiled and said xie xie twice! i think they're damn nice man! haha. but after that i got all sian alr cos today need to attend sch! and may they all were still like ok we meet at yt's house tmr to watch movies marathon + mahjong. AHH! i so poor thing lor. hais. haha. but being able to see feilunhai is the best thing ever! YALUN AND WUZUN ROCKS! I LOVE ALL 4 MEMBERS FROM FEILUNHAI! ((: LAUGH PPL LAUGH!
today is a short day for me and i just finished watching hua yang epi 10 like finally. haha. but after sch many ppl got to stay back for cca. today is the dance's audition. i so feel like joining dance lor! then my class got 3 gals going for audition, they were like pulling me to go with them but i didn't la cos im in judo alr mah. they should be learning the choreographed steps now! wish them best of luck that they'll be in! cos many many ppl signed up for dance! haha.i have quite a lot of homework this week. but not all is to be handed in on mon, its just that i want to finish them asap la. and there's judo training tmr, sunday im going to imm to see frh and to meet the gals! haha. YEA MAN! eliza soh, kate and perhaps dior are going too! ((: well today after break i think the whole class went MAD. lol. it was chinese lesson after break then it was quite slack. i dunno why did we go into that topic-BIRDS. bryan started making the "morning bird" sound. then we started talking about how stupid birds are. and bryan was saying that previously in his sec sch they were studying in the class then suddenly got a bird want to fly through the window. its aiming is damn bad then "DOONG!" it banged right into the window and all of them got a shock! GOSH I LAUGHED LIKE MAD! haha. and now as im typing i think of it im laughing alone at home now la. lol. its really super funny and also the way he said it la! haha. then after that i tried to calm down and the teacher showed us a plant using com, the plant is all leaves, then got the shadows of the leaves which are a little purplish. hayley was like saying "how come the plant look like brinjal one?". i got blur and ask "what brinjal? all green leaves what." "there the purple ones!" i replied "those are the shadows la!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! its super funny la! we all laughed like mad! and i didn't realise i was that loud. OOPS. cos jiayii told me after sch that she can hear me laughing super loudly! ohoh. haha. didn't meant it la. then after that they were saying about the dance thing. then bryan joker again! he kept dancing his that stupid "dance moves" which caused me to laugh non-stop la. and then the whole class was so noisy that our neighbour's class teacher came over to reprimand us. :P who cares about her man! then in the end we decided to go grandstand there and make noise. lol our class is damn lame yet fun la. haha. we kept saying we are the 25 zoo! :D alright today was damn funny! i laughed till i nearly cried and stomach damn pain but i think this is so fun! haha. :) DRAIN
just came back from sch and bathed! finally felt so refreshed.from 4-5 had pe. this time, no running and no GST, but DRAIN. there is a small drain beside CJ's bus stop and i dunno why it is there for. lol. we went into the drain and at first was not too bad. ltr izzac lim told us to go into the tunnel. the ODAC ppl alr knew as they went through even tougher than these before. so we had to crept in la. i dunno how to describe but it was damn suan la! then in the end our whole class decided to just put our feet into the ankle-height water. the tunnel was damn dirty and cobwebs were found everywhere! it was then ziluo shouted: SCORPIONS! and some of us girls screamed. okay i was one of them. HAHA. but he was just joking la. haha. and after going in i began to understood what izzac lim said. "you use your discomfort, to overcome your discomfort". if you don't want your socks and shoes to be soaked, then feel the suan-ness. if you don't want to feel suan-ness, then soak your socks and shoes in water. lol. well then after that we came out from the tunnel with cobwebs over our heads for some of us. i didn't have! cos i bent really low. haha. then he made us do push-ups OVER the drain. with the water in the middle lor. and 3 ppl from our class had to climb over the high high wall while others can use the ladder. more than 3 climbed over lor. THEY ARE SO STRONG LA! there were almost no hinges for them to step on and all they have were their arms. after we got up, there is a very steep and muddy hill awaiting us! we had to either use very very fast speed and run up the hill, or crawl up with the help of the small little grasses on the ground. the grasses were so poor thing la i think, got pulled like mad by us. HAHA. and from there we finally reached the back of CJ and went in! so yep although it made me all tired and dirty, i think its quite fun! cos if i never been to CJ, i would never had all these experience that i never will want to have! and although izzac lim tortures us very often, he taught us many things that we won't be able to learn from books and notes. i felt enlightened but him today! ((: alright tmr is not as tough as today and can be considered as a slack day! haha. only that there is bio tutorial AND bio lect tmr which i MAY fall asleep. LOL. okay im going to eat dinner soon, ta-ta. GST/new discovery!
GST=Grand Stand Torture.had lots of it during pe today! GOSH. my legs hurt like mad la. jogged, walked, strolled and crawled. all sorts of ways that can get me up the many steps of grand stand had been experimented by me. WE HAD TO GO 30 TIMES! as in up + down = ONCE. ohmygod you can't imagine how tirring that experience was. then iris and i were like "gosh i cannot alr!" but we still kept going and held onto each other. haha. GREAT PE PAL IRIS! :) and i found out that crawling up is actually not too bad. LOL. dunno why i just don't feel tired when i crawl up. but some of them were saying that jogging up is better cos of the momentum and all. but you know what? the last few times of the climbing of the grand stand, were the fastest and most enjoyable ones that i did out of the 30 times. know why? COS I FOUND OUT SOME CJ PPL NOT ONLY KNOW WHO FEILUNHAI ARE, THEY LIKE THEM TOO!!! ohmygosh we all went screaming like MAD la! esp me, cos i didn't know i can find ppl who like frh in CJ, of cos with the exception of jiayii la. haha. dior & kate: ya think of wang dong chen.(conversing btw themselves) me: did you all just said wang dong chen?! dior & kate: ya! me: you all know him?! dior & kate: ya! me: you all like feilunhai?!! dior & kate: YA!! all 3 of us: OH MY GOD!!! AHH!! (dior and kate like wang dong chen) eliza soh: i like them also! me: really?! who you like? eliza: yan ya lun and wang dong chen a bit.. me: OH MY GOSH I LIKE YA LUN ALSO!! all 4 of us: AHHHH!!! then suddenly we 4 were super hyper! and then all our strength came back, i jogged up very fast for the last few times la. haha. the rest of the class were like "huh?" when we were screaming. LOL. im so happy la! then we were asking about this sunday's event and they are all going with their friends too. GOSH IM REALLY HAPPY! ((: happy to know that they like feilunhai too :DD and after sch dior came over and sang xia xue! haha. <3 well today waited for jiayii until 5 then went sji for judo training. haha we did the rolling break fall today. and hayley joined us, decided that she is joining judo also! oh and while waiting for jiayii i finished my maths hw alr so yep perhaps going to read a bit of bio and econs then go to sleep! expecting to wake up with super sore legs la. porcelain uncle
there's an uncle that looked like he's made from porcelain whom i had seen on my way home just now! he is short, and he just sat down on a stone stool and stoned. his face looks so pinkish la and he's keeping super still. i really thought he is some kind of porcelain model when he suddenly moved! gosh i admit that i got a shock. haha.today lessons ended early and so i got to come home and use the com! haha. watching hua yang epi 9 now. i think it was out for very long alr right? oh i just lost track cos haven been watching for quite long. and currently im also on "zhuan jiao", its quite nice also. today had econs lect in the morning, i thought i enjoyed that lect cos i can understand what the lecturer was talking about. haha. and followed on was double periods of chinese! im loving chinese periods so much la! haha. we talk crap and eat sweets the teacher also very kind to us. then today we did compo. oh btw all hmt students still got to take chi for first 3 months according to the sch. so yep throughout the 2h of compo we were like talking. hayley was talking about cca then bryan kept asking her to join track, or izzit field? oh i cant rmb. then he was so funny la! i laughed like mad ok and they think im real mad. oh and bryan's compo was also one of the jokes cos he say his chi is those very basic one then we were reading, it really is! HAHA. then zhi hua finished his compo and he came to the back and laughed his that fake laughter into the space btw bryan and ziluo. then they were like WAHLAO! haha. damn funny la. but we all managed to complete the compo in time! after that was break and when i was climbing up the stairs i nearly tripped la! then i feel that its so funny so i just sat on the steps and laughed like mad. hayley and alice were like "aiyo hurry stand up la you sit here and laugh very stupid leh!" LOL. i dunno why everytime i fell or nearly fall i will laugh at my own stupidity one lor. haha. then bio lect and tutorial all the way. gosh im so tired lor! esp during bio tutorial i nearly fell asleep. and all those terms are so super chim la! i think bio is damn difficult lor, but physics i also cannot make it. so i guess i'll still stick with bio and see how bah. anw it seems that most ppl said bio is easier than physics if you're not a maths person, well i am not. LOL. then went home after that. christopher was also there and talking to my class ppl, then i was like eh you know them meh? then alrik said just know one! lol. they are so enthusiastic that they made friends with christopher AT THE BUS-STOP. haha. then he was like telling me your class quite fun leh, mine not so enthu one. haha. and after he got up the bus he called me saying that there is 4e2 class gathering on 3rd feb and want me to tell may also. MAY ARE YOU READING THIS? haha. if not also nvm cos i can always msg you or tell you when we discussing about frh a/s. hee :). yea im feeling so happy now! cos i finished all my work yesterday and there's no hw today. haha. so tonight can watch more tv! anw i think many ppl are so slack for this first 3 months can. lol. but there's pe tmr and im dreading that! gosh another 12 rounds again! >.< shagged
oh i didn't update my blog for quite some time eh. cos lessons and cca started, plus cjcians are super active can! say for eg lessons end at 5 on thurs, we went out for dinner at town. and our last lesson is MASS PE. that day ended at 2, then we had to stay back until 4 for mass pe. mass pe is supposedly to be super vigorous but i think my class felt alright, at least the gals la. i think the guys got damn tough training. i think our first pe was worst. cos we got the crazy and funky odac pe teacher- IZZAC LIM. ohmygosh. he is real mad la. girls had to run 12 rounds and guys 15 rounds on our very first pe lesson. but i went only 8 rounds cos not enough time as our break time came. he even made us ran up the grandstand and shout"WE LOVE PE!" out loud. then he made us remain in the push-up position for super long and do many push-ups. dunno why he is so enthusiastic. cos of that, my four limbs ached for 2whole days! oh that was tues.then went for judo training at sji after sch. it was quite fun, quite pain, and quite scary. lol. but all in all was alright la. judo training will be held every tues and sat and yep i went yesterday. oh and back to thurs, after mass pe i went with my class and had bk for dinner. actually in conjunction my IG also has outing that day but zhi hua(same IG, same class) and i decided to go for the class one in the end. wah then so coincidentally my IG was in subway eating and my class was just beside in bk! lol. then we were saying that we want to hide and all. but in the end i dunno why he go wave to mark from my IG when he came out and mark went back to tell my IG that we are in bk. so they came over and kept stressing on 34 and tried to pull us there. HAHA. but in the end after the class went home, we went into subway and join our IG. they were talking about sick stuffs la! they were trying to make fun of me cos i still dunno that those are sick stuffs. ohmygod the OREO! and soggy biscuit and even more sick stuffs! i only got to know what those meant when i was going home with jerilyn and she told me. >.< haha. and all these caused me to miss SUPERSTAR! gosh. oh and congrats to daren and diya that they won! haha. even though nat didn't win, im happy to see so many of his performances! I LOVE NATHANIEL! :P well lectures and tutorials have started and its back to the mundane sch life again. the sad thing is, after finale night and orientation ended, the class doesn't seem as bonded as before. this made sch life even more boring. and the cca stuffs are driving me crazy cos i didn't attend any cca's orientation and not sure what to join now. but the thing is, i don't think im staying in cjc after first 3 months. its not the envt that i like la. the phrase, "never judge a book by its cover" fits the sch totally. you think that person looks arrogant and all, she is actually very nice. you think that person seems nice, she is mean. so its too messy a place for such an innocent me to stay in. :P LOL. but seriously la, there's like lots of backstabbing taking place without ppl realising. as i always believe what other ppl say, i don't even know they are telling the truth or not. alright so im going to endure this period of my life and hope for peace everyday. haha. i sound so pessimistic yea. but then i still got to know many nice ppl from my IG, my class and all. so yep its not that bad la. ppl in my class, some of them are so damn smart la! esp the boys! its like they understand stuffs so quickly when i have not even catch what the lecturer is talking about, they already know how to do the sums. unfair! haha. oh and that day went for IG outing with my IG ppl. at first they suggested playing pool, in the end only the guys and 2 gals went, the rest of us went to sit in ps's mac, eat fries and talk. well actually is gossip la. then found out that our group has so many scandals! haha then after that the rest of IG came joining us and we went burger king for real dinner. so yups after that went home and catch my superstar! hey nathaniel is still in it man! love him so much! haha. its super great that he can come so far! ((: well now at this stage, who wins doesn't really matter already. haha. cos i love all 4 of them :) after tmr, there's one whole week of sch so im gonna take a deep breath and hope to breeze through it. oh im like so tired, yet STILL HIGH! gosh i love finale night like mad kay! its super super nice! haha. even though forar didn't get the best house, we got the best cheer title too! FORAR ROCKS! lol. everyone was like mad when we started to enter the hall. the atmosphere is just too right for all of us to go crazy. haha. we went screaming like there's no tmr until our throats were like a bit sore now, but im still alright la cos i've been through similiar situations many times. LOL. oh yea kyuka won the best house, aki won the best skit and invierno won the best stomp. after the prizes were announced, they showed a clip on our orientation since day 1, so cute la! haha. after that comes the mass dance! gosh its so cool when everyone is so high and dancing like mad! ((: seriously i really enjoyed that kind of atmosphere. we danced 2times cos everyone wanted encore. HAHA. its so freaky fun! and im happy that our class was quite bonded together, its like we will sit as a class when we're in our house when everyone is messed up, we sit together when we eat and walk together. thats nice! i think they're right to give us 3 days of orientation with our class as it will help us to understand each other more. well lecture's sort of like starting tmr and everyone is damn sian. haha. i will miss orientation so much! its like our chem and i think ht is damn fussy and fierce. scary huh. hope lectures won't be boring and things turn out well tmr, the day after and so on! oh yea about yesterday's dragonboating, i went. haha. cos the facils and teachers said we will not get wet. but in the end other grps kept attacking us and we attacked back, i got all soaked. yes s-o-a-k-e-d. lucky nothing disgusting happened la. haha. im lucky eh! after that it rained for the whole day and we were walking and playing in the rain. that is super uncomfortable! but we endured and played till time's up and we went back for house meeting before going home. this morning we went ecp for amazing race. the weather's so fine which made me happy alr! haha. and the games were fun too, only that they made us walk here, walk there which was quite tiring. we walked from east coast to marine parade, the old library there i think. well im a direction idiot so im just following them. lol. okay then after that comes the finale night. so yep, enjoyed myself TOTALLY! great day today so hope things will get better and better each day! :D day 4 orientation was not as aggressive as the previous days, but was much more of the serious stuffs. in the morning met up with jiayii as usual and walked in nervously, praying that we will get into the same class cos we chose the same combi. then it was like so OMG! we didn't get into the same class! she was in 1t24 and im in 1t25! previously it was like she's in 33 and im in 34. gosh things are always like that. lol. i freaked out at that moment. haha. but i like my class more than my IG :P. there's one guy from my IG who also went to the same class as me, so yea a familiar face. haha. jiayii got back her previous facils and she's damn happy about it. also there's one guy from her IG who is in her class now. haha and he happened to be in one of our little jokes so yea i couldn't stop teasing jiayii. HAHA. oh and hayley's in my class too. my class's g/b proportion is like way out! there are 20+ of us and only 6 guys. but i guess its normal la. cos its a BCME class. so yep, played icebreakers again with my classmates. well its more fun with them and the ppl are quite nice too. my new facils are shikin and daphne, both of them are CRAZY! real mad, screaming, joking and laming away. haha. and i happen to be in the FORAR house! yea forar rocks! its so cool! and its a green house too! christopher is also in it. then we were like, wow we are in the green house all the way! haha and we're happy about it cos saggi's also green and we love saggi! HAHA. there's house meeting today and lots and lots of cheering had been done. until my throat is like a bit sore now. well cos there's a competition btw the houses on the finale night so we're practising for it. GO FORAR GO! ((: today we had learnt all the steps for mass dance already. my class had problems finding partners cos there are so few guys and my facils go like "shortage of guys here!" LOL. then in the end most of us danced with the guy facils. and they were like super enthu which made us felt quite enthu, yet embarrasing also. haha. well thats all we did today, simple, yet quite fun. after that we had briefing on our dragonboating tmr and ecp amazing race on wed. i am feeling so sad cos so unluckily, i am in the situation whereby i may not be able to go dragonboating! FREAK. here i come! on fri was too tired so didn't come and talk about stuffs, yesterday sis was using for her bidding stuffs so yea. these 2 days had been lots of sleeping for me and i dunno how did i manage to do that. i slept at 11plus on fri night and woke up at 10plus. then went out with my sis for a while and came back at 5. napped from 5plus to 7. izzit to exaggerating? -shrugs- alright for the orientation, on fri we had super super dirty games! went to the police academy and got absolute dirty after the games. the games require us to roll on the mud, trust me the mud is watery as in when you set foot in, half of your foot will have mud. also one game where we have to fall flat on a solution mixed with soap, detergent, some pinkish stuffs which i dunno what they are. then we just played and all. before going back to sch we washed ourselves under the shower area and walked back dripping with water. after we went back and cleaned ourselves, is the cca stuffs. many booths over the sch la. and you know what, jiayii and i thought of joining judo. LOL. and there was this joke about me for the bridge club thing and jiayii kept on suaning me! HAHA. that was real funny la. well then we gathered before going back in our IGs, cos fri was the last day of orientation together with our IGs. tmr and for the next 3 days of orientation, we'll be grouped in our classes, so that we can bond with the mates that we will be working with when lessons start. hope my class will be a great one. next 3days will be games like dragonboating/canoeing, going east coast and some other stuffs la. okay hope that the next few days will be great! (: #1-ORIENTATION 2
today is the 2nd day of my life in cjc, it is a bit better than the first day, not as bad as i thought it was, yet not very good either. we'll be having orientation for about 6 days i think. thats like so long! these 2 days had been games, all sorts of games! its like so WHOA. almost every moment we're playing games except today the registering course thing and yesterday's course talks. oh yea not forgetting the mass dance that we all have to learn. haha that was so funny but i managed to learn the dance steps well la and the actual difficult part is to be able to coordinate well with your partner which happens to be of the opposite sex.im feeling so tired after so much games today. even my leg's aching like mad. OH. and, I FELL DOWN TODAY. i think everytime i enter a new sch i must fall one time or maybe more than that. eeks i don't want! haha. i fell from playing dog and bone know! thats like so dots right? but i was trying to touch the person who ran away with the object la. haha at least that is better than i walk or run myself then trip and fall. LOL. now the area under my right hip has one whole patch of blueblack. whoa its pain eh. haha. well i guess the nicest thing about cjc is that the facilitators are damn enthu and damn nice. haha. always screaming away trying to liven up the atmosphere. but the principal and vice principal damn fierce. lol. hope things would turn out better and better each day! the facils said tmr we'll get damn dirty. OHOH. hope not so la. haha. and don't think im very happy cos of this post kay, its just that im learning to "look open". LOL. i nearly forgotten my username again. maybe its just that too much things are on my mind at this point of time. the most dreaded is none other than starting sch. well this starting of sch is like totally different from the usual "sch reopen" we had. this is scary. going into a sch i've never gone before, and everything appears to be like strangers. I DON'T WANT! ok i bet i'm gonna have insomnia tonight. the aftermath of thinking too much i guess. it always happen. well now about happy things. today is the 2nd day of the new 2007 year! hope everything will turn out great and superb for myself, my family and all my friends out there! i'm now trying hard to look forward to happy things despite the starting of sch. looking forward to chinese new year now! the time when i can eat, play and have fun! don't we all just love chinese new year? :) lets hope the time comes quickly! alright i want to end with wishing myself, my family and all of you guys and gals out there, BEST OF LUCK! no matter you are working, starting sch tmr or intend to just rest at home, good luck! especially for those who are starting sch tmr, lets all cross our fingers and toes that things will work out the way we want them to! JIAYOU EVERYONE! :)) |