finally handed in my group's wr first draft. now have to work on eom i guess. haha lucky this time round the workload not as much as before :).

ok yesterday ended on a happy note :)

it was so spooky can! one moment i emo-ed. one moment im nervous. one moment im surprised. one moment im shocked. one moment im happy

and that added up to 5 moments! haha. ok im talking nonsense and its like only myself can understand. haha. well things are weird and feelings are even weirder.

that day wt, cheryl, angeline and i officially shared certain information altogether! haha. was quite fun cos all 4 of us were curious. i think mine was the most poor thing one cos of one incident of me seeing something that i shouldn't have seen. that caused me to emo for so long! until now i will still think of it i guess. it was really saddening and i always thought the worst out of things. haha. and poor wt kept trying to tell me positive things while i keep saying negative things. haha! but she also same, only mine more serious and hers is not true one! (see that wt? that thought u have is impossible one!(:) haha. so we 4 were talking, discussing, guessing, searching and looking. was really fun that perhaps helped me forget about emo-ing, only that day. HAHA.

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hope things will get better,
life gets more fun,
& linhui & all her good friends get happier!

haha yayee!

:))

6 weird things about me:

1) i worry a lot, usually all the things would not happen eventually.
2) i love pocky strawberry so much that i can eat a lot of it at one go.
3) i get very nervous when im near the person i like.(weird? i think many ppl also like that or is it only me? haha)
4) i emo most of the time.
5) i will like a person even when we dunno each other just because of sweet things he does.
6) i need to sleep a lot to call it sufficient.

ok yt! i finish already! haha.

:)

im online to compile my group's pw survey data and i dunno how to! haha. i realised that im actually a computer idiot cos i dunno how to use excel at all and everything is so complicated to me. haha.

well today is friday which is something to rejoice for! but i got to wake up super early tmr as well for cip. its a track and field meet thing for the disabled so we're there to help out as a class. its for a good cause so im quite happy actually :). going earlier cos im meeting up with some of my classmates at the nearby mac to eat breakfast! haha. well hope tmr will be a great day cos today haven been one.

was quite sad today cos i didn't really get to see. and for some things, im not sure should i be happy or sad about. was it really for my sake or was it actually individual? i really dun understand but i know i dun feel good about it. seems like...uh i dunno how to say it either. its ok forget it. haha.

anyway there's a super super great day this week which left me still thinking about it! :) and thats....(drum roll!) WEDNESDAY 18 JULY 2007! :):)

haha im not gonna elaborate on it but just to share that i was SUPER HAPPY! really gone crazy that day since morning all the way till school ends! hahaha. but after watching the netball and bball games i felt rather demoralised again. haha. anyway thats me la always feeling demoralised and depressed over nothing right. haha.

anyway today i received my testube, fund raising of s10, its nice! hee. and my class has fund raising too :) we'll be selling handmade swarovski crystals, angels handphone strap(come in pairs, super sweet :), bracelets and perhaps earrings too. also, we'll be selling wooden pegs with names on it(if there are requests) and also games on that day itself! :) haha i advertise a bit first la. hee.

k thats all, hope tmr will be a fun fun day to make me happy! :))

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hmm dun try to read that cos its not understandable at all. HAHA!

bye bye!

alright im here to update finally! haha. can see that my tagboard is quite chaotic cos of YT! haha. i got no time and energy to come and update ma.

this morning went to sch for choir. was super sian actually but i didn't wanna look moody all the time so i did my best. haha. yongxin was too stressed out today again! actually she don't need to put all the pressure on herself, cos we all know who is the one causing their section to cannot grasp the right note. its so obvious actually. haha. after that came home and watched my 2 shows! waited for almost one week already, the next episode is going to come out soon la. haha.

ok then yesterday came home at about 10.40pm cos of the parents' night and im there to usher the parents. sat at the reception there, give parents water, bread and ask them to fill in survey form. but unfortunately me, weiting, sharon and alicia were situated at the sac which is the arts classes side! but we took turns to stroll and walk around to the hall and the carpark! haha. the hall is more fun la then i saw yongxin and her mother, saw angeline and adeline with their mum. haha. all so cute. and of course not forgetting someone else :):):).

we all were so bored at the reception there that we all went mad. lol! started talking nonsense, singing, and me doing stupid magic tricks! cos alicia kept saying she is dying so i decided to cheer her up and ended up embarrassing myself! haha but nevermind, they kai xin jiu hao! :) but my magic was really damn lame la i admit k! lol. but at least it made them laugh hee. and after that aldin came to get bread, instead we gave him lots of water cos our table really got many bottles of it! then after a while he came back again, to and fro. for entertainment we asked him to sing fei ni mo shu cos remembering darryl said he can sing. at first he quite paiseh then after a while we all started singing all the jay chou, tank, and many many more songs. haha was super fun! :))

and the whole event ended up with us clearing up all the benches, tables and chairs. there were so many of them and we carried like mad! especially e reception bench that is heavy like crazy so weiting and i were struggling like mad! then there are 2 guys whom we dunno want to help us but we stupidly say dun want cos we say we are from gb and guides so must jian chi dao di. lol! then in the end after aldin and alicia's friend put finish theirs they came to help us. haha!

ok so all in all the parents' night event was quite fun! only that by the time we were leaving sch, our surrounding was so dark that it made our hair stand up cos the wind was blowing also. haha. but i made it back home safe and sound :)

kay so thats about everything i can remember! haha.
cya ppl! :)

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why is it so hard nowadays?
im so troubled la.

okay actually came online yesterday but was lazy to update blog. was supposed to do my eom but then got stucked halfway so i gave up and went to sleep. i tried doing just now but still not successful. haha. was arranging survey stuffs and minutes just now, doing pw related stuffs.

well this week has not been very intensive cos some teachers went through papers instead of teaching new chapters so my brain is not very saturated. luckily. haha. ok my results weren't very good, especially chem! i got a U! guess history is repeating itself cos i failed chem throughout the whole of sec 3 too. haha.

ok then yesterday went for choir, and waited for weiting for a while to go home with her! haha cos this week we only went home together once, so not enough must have more times then we can hui gu pian duan. hahaha. yesterday was SUPERB for both of us! :) haha. we were happy, excited and nervous! she always seem to be more stable than me leh and i dunno why. haha.

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yayyee :D

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oh and even though this had past for quite some time, i still want to mention,
SAM IS SUPER CUTE ON MUSIC IN THE AIR!
haha lovee him lots la. the whole milubing still rocks a lot :) i stayed up late waiting to watch their repeat on that day itself. haha.

one more thing, fukuan got out of css this week. was quite sad la but i think maybe he is not suitable for css this kind of competition cos he is always so tense and nervous. and watching css this morning again, i thought he looked quite sickly and pale. maybe this competition is giving him too much stress. so like that also better la. anyway there's still zijie and i want him to last till the end! :)

just finished my compo and the research so all my hol homework are done! heard that eom also need to do but the teachers got say meh? i dunno if need to do but im damn lazy to do it. haha.



had been chionging shows like there's no tmr these few days. especially yesterday! i watched the whole morning plus afternoon of com and at night i watch tv. haha. the feeling is just so great! and my mum allows me to rest also so she didn't even nag once yesterday. haha. so happy and satisfied. my sis's internship starts today so she woke up super early this morning to go for her attachment. her alarm clock rang for so long time that it woke me up but i went back to sleep anyway. HAHA.



oh and about that day's chalet, it was so so ba. my cousin invited her other side relatives, her friends and her husband's friends. so it was really packed cos theirs was at the second level. cos they not intending to bbq but eat the catered food. then the corridor was super packed with ppl going in different directions. haha. err the food was okok la. so after that sat in the room for a while and watched tv. didn't talk to ppl other than my sis cos they can be said to be strangers to us. it has always been like this. and its a long story. pathetic right? but its alright cos i have gotten used to it. since they do this, why should we do things to salvage the situation? anyway we always have our mother's side aunties, uncles and nice cousins :)



ok so well guess what have i been watching on com the whole of yesterday afternoon? some bang bang tang clips which have made me laugh until i almost fell off the chair! and there's this taiwan variety show that is a singing competition like project superstar, the ppl can sing really really well! haha. ok so i spent the whole afternoon laughing and gasping. hahaha.



right, sch's starting AGAIN tmr, so have to sleep a bit earlier tonight but doubt i can do that cos i slept late yesterday and woke up quite late this morning. haha. and there's css tonight! and i really really dunno why zijie chose that fast and rock song! gosh! its such a tough competition tonight and he still didn't choose a song of his forte! AHH. i dunno how already! just hope that he will perform well. all the best to zijie and fukuan tonight!

:))