ohmygod. i am so ultimately, horribly, unimaginably, terribly moody today.

hmm i dunno why but i just feel so lethargic and sick. many thoughts are flowing through my mind and i dunno which are the right ones.

maybe i shouldn't think too much about some things cos nothing is there for me to think even in the first place.

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well actually there's choir this morning but i didn't go cos im not taking part in the performance due to some reason. its difficult for me to explain, esp those who don't believe in these things. so dun ask me why anymore.

so i tried to study but nothing seems to work smoothly. i told may yesterday not to be so tong ku but what about myself? im so weird and i get moodswings sometimes then they tend to get hold of my feelings and spoil my day. but in fact there is simply nothing to make me moodswing about.

okay i shall not talk about those to make my post so 'heavy'. haha. there's css finals tonight! even though none of them is my fav, i'll just watch anyway cos the atmosphere will be exciting. hees. and i hope benjamin will win cos his voice is so nice :) sorry to may, yongxin and weiting! haha u all know i don't like shawn even from the start of the competition. well even if he wins, then win lor. HAHA. i dunno what to say about him leh.

alright so thats all ba. lets await the competition tonight :)

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i hate orange tees especially bright ones,
cos they force my mind.