well had choir this morning. so came home ard afternoon and slacked till now.

didn't blog lately cos like nothing to blog about. everyday stayed at home to use com, watch shows, eat and sleep. seem like a pig huh. no a pig doesn't use com and watch shows. so im better. huhuh; not funny.

ok im not in a good mood today. not even yesterday. i started emo-ing from yesterday afternoon for no reason. i thought after bathing will feel better but it gets worst. i was really like stoning for e whole night without a single neutral or happy thought flowing through my mind. it was either totally blank or filled w stuffs which made me even more emo than ever.

sis tried to cheer me up i know, but i cant help feeling bad still. i dunno why; but i think i know actually. i tend to feel depressed these few days and i can't help it.

watching bbt can help! but only for the time. when im alone or watching normal shows, i start to think. think about a lot of things. many many things. why are there so many things for me to think? i wonder why. and see im thinking now again. AHHH.

i emo-ed again.