sian. my last post was like more than a month ago! maybe i should just close down my blog. but sometimes i will have the feel to blog though, like now.

well im feeling quite terrible now, my gastric is failing me and my head feels so giddy. well i ate! ate a lot. at this rate of consuming food, i think i'll grow fatter by the end of As. ha. i shall cut down now! hee i'll try.

everything is super sian now, i meant school. well how can there be other things when now everything is sch and sch is like everything? man im confusing myself. just feel really sick of studying and rushing through hw that would pile up whenever i'd completed one.

im still damn busy due to the musical. thought things would come to an end after sr olympics, but it didn't. didn't want to talk more about sr olympics cos it was a terrible experience that i would rather not talk about, at all. anyway hope things would get back on track after the musical ends on 3rd may.

STOP SLEEPING!!

thats what i hope for.

staying optimistic is so extremely difficult when negative thoughts kept streaming in. there's nothing i can do.