dunno whats wrong with me today, was feeling quite screwed up. felt damn sian at work and even at lunch. its like the first time im eating so little for lunch haha. anyway i kept emo-ing yet dun really know what im actually emo-ing about. did u ever have this kind of feeling? haha i bet it was cos i didn't wanna believe tht im emo-ing over certain stuffs. LOL im like playing around with my words here.

kk but i felt better after chatting with my friends! (: it has been super super long since i've signed in msn haha. so i decided to sign in more often. i dunno why i felt so lonely at work. really lonely. i have some colleagues that are on quite good terms with me, but i still have that feeling.

well maybe the situation is just ain't the same.